the good samaritans

its 2:20 am

its been exactly 3 hours and 20 minutes since ive gotten here. ive picked up the phone 11 times and had actual conversations 9 times out of 11. one hang up. wonder who that was. maybe they just weren't ready to talk about stuff with me.

im hungry and im contemplating playing some games to pass time before the phone rings again. or maybe ill read my textbook and keep psychology fresh in my brain.

i really like this! but the people here all think im crazy to do all overnight shifts this summer. well, i gotta get my 9 in before summer ends! i can't do them over the fall. no way no how. i just hope there are other people here when im doing my shifts =\ i don't like to be here alone. it would be rather scary and sad.... :(

i wish you guys were awake to keep me company. i mean we don't have to talk, but just seeing people on my aim buddy list makes me slightly more comfortable. i guess it's all about not feeling alone. i guess that's why these people call our hotline- to not feel alone. and i guess if im talking to them, we are both working off of each other, and we both don't feel alone- and we both feel needed! like one of our callers said- people need people. (he's my favorite caller so far!)

and it feels SO absolutely wonderful when these callers thank me and stuff. it makes me feel like my efforts aren't a waste!

the good Samaritans of the world, i salute you!

<3 + peace,
-Mofei.